A new life. The same old me.

you never know what future has in store for you! 

theres no need for you to wait.

Miracles happen everyday.

sometimes, i still cant believe that im already in poly. time really flies fast. it feels like o level just ended yesterday. today is already the fourth day of school. and i feel like dying already, schooling and working at the same time. sometimes i just feel like crying 'cos im too tired. im kinda stupid to work more than twenty hours. maybe its due to the fact that im used to work long hours when i was a full timer. working there is really tiring. that one i cant deny. its super damn tiring that i always look like a zombie when working. sometimes, the thought of quitting crossed my mind randomly. but a part of me just dont want to leave. the friendly environment there really divert my mind from telling myself to quit. seriously. all the fun people, they really make my day at work. with that zombie face of mine, i still can smile. when i look like as if im gonna faint, they are really super duper concern. they will give me an easier task. but theres some part of it which i dont like. and its the management. i miss that funny sugardaddy. stepdaddy is getting fiercer day by day. and that is super scary yknow. 

medicinal chemistry is a fun course. i can be like the csi people after getting my diploma doing forensics. but the lectures are really dry. most of the time i fall asleep. or is it im the one who doesnt get enough sleep the night before and end up sleeping in class because of that? i cant wait for practical next week. its not that im excited to wear the lab coats and goggles but i wanna do some hands on in that cool science lab. feeling feeling scientist for a while. heh. 

ever since school starts, my schedule is damn packed. very tight. im too busy to even clean my own room,  help my mommy with household chores and even think about guys. seriously. its been quite a while since i mention about bestfriend. seems like my bestfriend is leading a happy life now. i wish him last long with her. and pretty please, dont hurt her okay bestfriend? you will still be in my prayers. (:

have a nice weekend everyone. (;